Closing The Door
We had been a pen pal with an inmate for some twenty plus years, since before Bab passed away. He was a very special pen pal in that he shared the writings of Delamer Duverus with other prisoners to help them, and we both shared understanding and information with each other. Earlier this year Delamer Duverus separated us from him. Our pen pal had wanted us to be the go-between for correspondence between him and a woman who was in a federal penitentiary. Before we understood there were rules we had said we would do it, but when we learned the complete truth about the rules, we said that we would not. When we asked of Delamer Duverus, He told us to follow the rules in this case, and the rule was that federal inmates are not allowed to receive correspondence from other inmates in other prisons.
Our pen pal brow beat us through his correspondence and accused us of many things wanting to change our mind about being the go-between and one of the things that he accused us of was being of a slave mind and bowing before their rules, because rules were not laws and you can break them with no consequence. This is true that rules are not laws, but because of the nature of our maggot government, we have to decide which rules to live with and which rules to break. There is no law that says that we have to pay income tax, and many, many people have proven this in the courts, but it is usually such a battle to win it, and many don’t, that this is one rule we felt that we would live with because we didn’t want to wage that battle. We includes Delamer Duverus, because it was He that said that we weren’t going to pursue that course.
After several letters in which our pen pal attacked us, Delamer Duverus took away our affection for the man and we finally wrote to tell him that we would not be writing to him in the future. Delamer Duverus had taken our affection away from others and so the experience was not new, and it was usually because they wanted no part of Delamer Duverus and possibly worked against us. Our pen pal friend who read everything that Bab our mentor wrote did not believe that we heard the voice of Delamer Duverus because it wasn’t exactly like our mentor, and one time he even told us that what we were hearing was Mothman. He didn’t believe that the Ogamisama heard the Living God either and he discounted her teachings, but they are so very close to the teachings of the Christ and some understandings that came though Bab, our mentor, though Bab was able to give us a greater understanding regarding things of the past and the structure of the Somata that she did not.
Another aspect of the situation was the relationship between men and women. Men are to be the protectors of the women and children, and Delamer Duverus considers it very poor judgment for the men to put them in harm’s way. We don’t know what consequences there would be if we broke the federal penitentiary rules, but Delamer Duverus says our inmate pen pal shouldn’t have asked us to do this knowing it could backfire in our face even if the consequence wasn’t great.
There are some rules and laws that we would break if they were contrary to God’s Laws, but we haven’t ran into any as yet that we haven’t been able to avoid. However, this may not be the case in the future as our present administration gains a stranglehold on all aspects of our lives and weakens our freedoms. In any case, we will seek God’s guidance with anything that comes to pass and stand firm on His Word.
It may be that in the future that it will be against the law to speak about male homosexuality as being wrong, especially if it incites some deranged person to commit a crime against a homosexual, a crime the maggots could easily set up through thought projection. If this comes to pass, perhaps we will simply avoid this law by not writing about homosexuality any longer. We aren’t sure what we have done has done any good at all anyway and we certainly can’t save any of them now, as Delamer Duverus has closed the door. Well, actually He gave us the honor of closing the door, but that is only symbolic, of course.
In 1985, when Delamer Duverus was guiding us through “knowings” rather than speaking to us to expose the drug cartel in a county outside Atlanta, we asked Him who He was. We heard the name “Janus”, and that was the only word we “heard” in our mind during this time, and when we arrived home, because we had been out driving, we looked it up to see that it meant the Roman god of Doors and Gates. It wasn’t until He came to us in 2001 that we finally understood this. Delamer Duverus holds the keys to heaven and hell, well, our God does, and Delamer Duverus is His voice, and true to His Word He has been giving all the mentally disabled men the understanding to make a better choice for the future, their future, hoping He could persuade them to come with Him through the door into His world.
It was last Friday, June 26th of 2009, that Delamer Duverus told us to shut the door. What door, we asked? It’s time to shut the door, He said. Our mind raced to think of why God chose this day and why He was asking us to shut the door. He hasn’t let us gain any news lately and we only read what is on our Internet provider’s page which is mostly no-things, and the only thing that we saw was that the Ark of the Covenant was supposed to have been revealed in Ethiopia, something we doubt very much is the real McCoy, and that the maggots are running a PR (propaganda ruse) program to make us think that we all need a swine flu vaccine. He told us to ask our questions, and we asked Him what door we were closing. It was the door to the Kingdom of Heaven. We asked Him if this was God’s will. He said it was. We contemplated the consequences of closing the door, which was way too much for our pea brain to consider, so we closed the door in our mind with a closing motion of our hand and a click of the tongue. He said it was a great honor, that Bab had always wanted Him to close the door. Bab never said this to us or to Dan, but he would say, “How long, Oh Lord, how long?”, meaning “how long until you take the maggots from the Earth?” We suppose closing the door is the first step. We don’t really know and how can we know that He has really closed the door or that this is more than just a scenario in our mind? We can’t. We just trust. We are so sad at the crimes being committed against all humanity continually by the Wretched Race, most which seem to be in our government and high places, that we would welcome an end to it if possible.
Now that the door is closed, we aren’t sure what we are going to do except survive these times as best we can and follow His guidance in everything. We haven’t been writing many letters at all. One time He told us He was only going to write to those that listen to their conscience and try to do good. Since that statement we haven’t written to anyone. He has kept us busy doing other things.
Our hope and dream is that many have accepted the understandings of Delamer Duverus and have come through the door into His World. We always pictured it as helping others up the Stairs of Life, giving them a hand to help them up, like our mentor did for us through Delamer Duverus. However, we won’t look back like Lot’s wife, even if we love so many of those we left behind.
God is good.
We offer one last thought on this blog and that is the song, “This is My Father’s World”.
